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कथा 2

The Accountant's Father in Borivali

Sunil Joshi was a chartered accountant in Mumbai who had not been home to Varanasi in four years. His father, Harilal Joshi, lived alone in the family house in Shivala Ghat after Sunil's mother died in 2014. Sunil called every week, sent money every month, and told himself he would visit during Diwali. He never did. There was always a filing deadline, a client audit, a quarterly review that could not be postponed.

Harilal died on a Monday afternoon in August 2019, during the monsoon, when the Ganges was swollen and the ghats were half-submerged. The neighbors found him on the terrace, sitting in his chair, already gone — a stroke, the doctor said later. Clean, painless, merciful. Sunil received the call at his desk in Borivali at 4:17 PM. He booked a flight for the next morning. The earliest he could arrive in Varanasi was thirty-one hours after his father's death.

The neighbors, led by a retired teacher named Pandey-ji who had known Harilal for forty years, made the decision that the body could not wait. The monsoon heat, the flooded ghats, the logistical impossibility of preservation — everything argued for immediate cremation. Pandey-ji's son, a young man named Rohit who had played in Harilal's courtyard as a child, performed the mukhagni — lighting the funeral pyre at Harishchandra Ghat because Manikarnika was inaccessible due to flooding. The basic rites were performed by a local pandit. It was done correctly, by the book, with sincerity and care. But it was done by a neighbor's son, not by Harilal's own son.

When Sunil arrived, there was nothing left but the ghat, the river, and the knowledge that he had not been there. The pandit assured him that the cremation was valid, that Rohit's mukhagni was acceptable in emergency circumstances, that his father's soul was at peace. Sunil nodded. He performed the remaining rites mechanically — the asthi visarjan, scattering the ashes in the Ganges. He did the tenth-day ceremony. He did not stay for the thirteenth day because he had a client meeting in Mumbai that he could not reschedule. The pandit said he would perform the remaining rites by proxy.

The first sign came six weeks later, in Sunil's flat in Borivali. His wife Meera noticed it before he did — the smell of dhoop, the specific sweet-acrid smoke of the incense sticks Harilal had burned every morning during his puja. The smell appeared at exactly 5:30 AM, the time Harilal had always begun his worship, and lingered for twenty minutes before dissipating. Every morning. Without exception.

Then the water. Sunil would find small puddles in the corridor — not from the monsoon, not from leaking pipes. Small, circular puddles, as if someone had set down a lota of water and it had overflowed. The plumber found nothing. The building maintenance found nothing. The puddles appeared only in the corridor, always near the front door, always in the early morning.

Sunil's daughter, Ananya, who was nine, began refusing to sleep in her room. She said there was a man sitting on the chair near the window. Not doing anything — just sitting, the way grandfathers sit when they are watching the street and thinking about nothing in particular. She said the man looked like the photograph of Dada-ji on the mantelpiece, except thinner, and he never blinked.

It was Meera who finally spoke the word that Sunil had been refusing to think. She said: your father is Pret. She said it plainly, without drama, as a statement of diagnosis. She said: you did not light the pyre. You did not stay for the thirteenth day. The proxy rites were not completed by the pandit — she had checked, calling the pandit's assistant, who admitted that the fees had been paid but the pandit had fallen ill and the final ceremony had been postponed indefinitely.

Sunil went to Gaya in October, during Pitru Paksha. He took a week off work — the first full week he had taken in four years. He performed the pind-daan at Vishnupad Temple. He performed the shraddha. He stood in the Falgu River at dawn and offered tarpan, pouring water mixed with black sesame seeds while reciting his father's name, his grandfather's name, his great-grandfather's name. He wept, though he would never admit this to anyone. The priest at Gaya told him something he had not expected: your father is not angry with you. He is waiting for you to finish what you started. That is what fathers do.

When Sunil returned to Mumbai, the dhoop smell was gone. The puddles stopped. Ananya went back to sleeping in her room. She said the man in the chair was not there anymore. Sunil did not sell the flat or change anything about his routine, but he began going home to Varanasi every Pitru Paksha. Every year. Without exception. He rescheduled client meetings. He let the filing deadlines slip. Some things, he discovered, actually could not be postponed.

कथा 3

The Railway Colony at Jamalpur

Jamalpur in Bihar is a railway town — it exists because the East Indian Railway built its locomotive workshop there in 1862, and for over a century the entire settlement breathed according to the rhythm of the workshop whistle. The railway colony — rows of identical bungalows built for officers and quarters for workers — was its own universe, complete with a hospital, a school, a club, and a cemetery that no one liked to talk about because it contained the remains of British engineers who had died of cholera and malaria in the 1870s and whose graves had been maintained by no one since 1947.

The story that the colony tells itself, passed from retiring workers to new recruits like an unofficial orientation, concerns a foreman named Ram Lakhan Yadav who died in the workshop in 1987. Ram Lakhan was a fitter — thirty-two years of service, a man who knew every lathe, every press, every drill in the workshop by sound the way a musician knows instruments. He died of a heart attack on the shop floor, between the main assembly line and the tool crib, at 2:15 in the afternoon. He was fifty-four years old.

Ram Lakhan had a son. The son, Dinesh, worked in Ranchi as a clerk in a government office. He was estranged from his father — the usual story: a dispute over money, a daughter-in-law who did not get along with the father-in-law, words said in anger that calcified into years of silence. When Ram Lakhan died, Dinesh was informed by telegram. He did not come. He sent a money order for the cremation expenses and a letter to his father's colleague asking him to handle the arrangements.

The colleague, a man named Shambhu Prasad, did what he could. The cremation happened at the local shmashana. A pandit was called. The basic rites were performed. But Shambhu was not family. He did not know the gotra, the specific ancestral lineage that determines the exact form of the shraddha. He did not know the names of Ram Lakhan's father and grandfather, which must be recited during tarpan. He improvised. The pandit improvised. They did their best, and their best was not enough, and both of them knew it while they were doing it.

Three weeks after the cremation, the night shift at the workshop began hearing the lathe. Not any lathe — lathe number seven, Ram Lakhan's lathe, the one he had operated for nineteen years. The lathe would start running at approximately 2:15 AM — exactly twelve hours after Ram Lakhan's time of death. It ran for precisely the duration of a standard turning operation — four to six minutes — and then stopped. The power supply to lathe number seven was checked. It was disconnected. The lathe ran anyway.

The workshop supervisor, a pragmatic man named Saxena who had an engineering degree from Roorkee, ordered the lathe physically disabled — the belt removed, the motor disconnected, the chuck locked. That night, the lathe did not run. Instead, the workshop filled with the smell of machine oil and metal shavings — the specific smell of a lathe in operation — and workers in the adjacent bays reported that their own lathes behaved erratically, their calibrations shifting by fractions that should have been impossible.

Shambhu Prasad wrote to Dinesh. The letter was not subtle. It said: your father is in the workshop. He has not left. He will not leave until you come and do what a son must do. Dinesh did not reply. Shambhu wrote again. And again. On the fourth letter, he included a sentence that, according to colony lore, changed everything: 'The men on the night shift are refusing to work. If production falls, the railway board will investigate. If they investigate, they will learn that your father's rites were not performed by his son. This will become a matter of record.'

Dinesh came. He arrived at Jamalpur on a Thursday morning, went directly to the shmashana, and performed the rites he should have performed five months earlier. He did not speak to anyone in the colony except Shambhu and the pandit. He did the shraddha. He recited his father's name, his grandfather's name, his great-grandfather's name — names he had tried to forget. He made the pind-daan at the bank of the Kiul River. The entire process took two days.

The lathe at number seven never ran again after hours. The night shift returned to normal. Saxena, the supervisor, filed a brief report noting that the 'electrical anomalies affecting Machine 7' had been resolved through 'maintenance intervention.' He did not elaborate on the nature of the intervention. The colony knew. The colony always knows.

कथा 4

The Drowning at Alleppey

In the backwaters of Alleppey — Alappuzha, in the local name — the waterways serve as roads, the boats serve as buses, and the boundaries between land and water are negotiable. In the monsoon, the boundaries dissolve entirely. The paddies flood, the canals overflow, the houseboats bump against kitchen windows. It is a landscape designed for drowning, and drownings happen with the quiet regularity of the tides.

Prasad Pillai drowned on the sixteenth of June, 2011. He was a toddy tapper — a man who climbed coconut palms to collect the sap that ferments into the drink that fuels half of Kerala's social life. He was forty-one, married, with two daughters and a son aged seven. He drowned not while working but while crossing the canal in a vallam — a small canoe — during a sudden squall. The boat overturned. Prasad could not swim. This is not unusual in the backwaters; many of the people who live on the water cannot swim, in the same way that many people who live in earthquake zones never learn first aid. Familiarity breeds a specific kind of negligence.

Prasad's body was not recovered for nine days. The monsoon currents carried it into the network of smaller canals south of the town, where it lodged against the roots of a mangrove. By the time it was found, identification was possible only through the silver ring Prasad wore on his right hand and the faded blue lungi that was still knotted at his waist. The body was in no condition for a traditional viewing. The cremation happened quickly, at the electric crematorium in Alappuzha town, because the Hindu cremation ground at the canal bank was submerged.

The electric crematorium was the problem. In Kerala, there has always been a tension between tradition and practicality regarding cremation. The traditional method — the eldest son lighting the pyre on the banks of a river or canal, the body burning for hours under open sky — is increasingly replaced by the electric crematorium: efficient, hygienic, modern. But many families, particularly in the backwater communities, believe that the electric crematorium does not fully release the soul. The fire is not real fire — it is machine fire, controlled, timed, without the mantras spoken over the logs, without the ghee poured into the flames, without the skull-cracking moment when the eldest son breaks the cranium to release the spirit.

Prasad's son, Arun, was seven years old. He was technically the eldest son. In the chaos of the drowning, the recovery, the decomposition, the hastily arranged cremation, no one thought to have Arun perform even a symbolic role. The crematorium operator pressed a button. The body entered the furnace. The ashes were collected in a brass vessel. The rites that followed — the shraddha, the pind-daan — were performed by Prasad's brother, a fisherman named Suresh who lived in Kochi and who did his best but who was not, in the architecture of Hindu obligation, the correct person.

The haunting began in the houseboat. Prasad's family lived in a kettuvallam — a traditional houseboat that had been converted into a permanent residence, moored at the edge of their small property. The boat had been Prasad's pride; he had spent years repairing and modifying it. After his death, the boat began to behave as if it were still being maintained by someone. Ropes that had been fraying would be found freshly bound in the morning. The hull, which needed regular caulking, remained watertight despite no one working on it. Prasad's tools — a hammer, a caulking iron, a hand drill — would be found in different positions than where they had been left, arranged in the specific order Prasad had always kept them: hammer on the left, caulking iron in the center, drill on the right.

Prasad's wife, Lakshmi, was not frightened. She was heartbroken. She understood what was happening better than any priest could have explained it. Prasad was still caring for the boat because caring for the boat was what he did. He had not moved on because no one had correctly told him it was time to move on. The rites performed by Suresh — well-intentioned, technically adequate — had not released Prasad because they had not been performed by Prasad's son.

Lakshmi waited until Arun was ten — old enough, she judged, to understand what was being asked of him. She took him to the Aranmula Parthasarathy Temple, where a priest experienced in Pret-liberation rites guided the boy through the ceremony. Arun performed the pind-daan at the Pampa River. He performed the shraddha with his mother's help, offering Prasad's favorite foods — karimeen pollichathu, avial, red rice payasam — to the Brahmins who ate as proxies for the dead. The ceremony took three days.

When they returned to the houseboat, the tools were exactly where Lakshmi had last placed them. They did not move again. The ropes began to fray at their natural rate. The hull began to leak in the places it should have been leaking. The boat was no longer being maintained by invisible hands. Lakshmi had the hull properly caulked by a neighbor. She kept the tools in the same order Prasad had preferred — hammer, caulking iron, drill — but now it was she who arranged them, consciously, as a memory rather than a mystery.